Waiting For Normalcy

When you've been desperately ill and you are still so far from normal it's difficult being patient to return to normal or semi normalcy. Yearning to stand up more than a few minutes and to walk normally. You are so thankful for the love of God and your devoted companion. You try not to fear because the sickness that almost killed you is incurable and often hard to control, so you live with the uncomfortable knowledge that a flare up can happen at anytime. You refuse to live in fear, but reach toward the goal of living a normal life again. Nothing positive comes from fear, live in hope and grace. Be thankful for, and make the best of everyday. The most important thing about a life is what it leaves behind for other struggling souls.